Brillo - Last Thoughts Covering the Grave Lyrics

Don't you think I could have saved you
Don't you think I should have tried
But I think if I would have saved you
You still wouldn't feel any reason
To be alive
This dropped a bomb on my heart
It corroded everything it touched
It made me yearn
It made me hurt
In places I'm not meant to hurt
Oh it burns
I'll give my life
To die over and over
Until I get it just right.
If it's a thousand times over
I'll die a thousand and one
Pulled out of death
I do my best
But I just can't be left
To stop this aching feeling in my flesh
I'd repent if there was any time left
But the storms closing
And coffins aren't meant to collect
The tears we shed
I can't count how many times I've gone over
This feeling in every way I can
I don't have the boldness of soul
To control the parts that let me let go
I'll give my life
To die over and over
Until I get it just right
If it's a thousand times over
I'll die a thousand and one