Brittney Chantele - FibroMedicinal Lyrics

Why can't I fall asleep?
It feels like I fell on my hands and knees
What have you done to me?
Tell me
What have you done to me?
I feel like the fallen tree
No one's heard the sound of my pain for weeks
What have you done to me?
Tell me
What have you done to me?
I feel your pain (you don't)
I'm giving up
Imagine you feeling stuck (you won't)
Know till it happens to you
I hope it won't happen to you
(I hope it won't happen to you)
I hope you see what I'm saying as true
(I hope you see what I'm saying as true)
They didn't know what was wrong
They didn't know they were wrong
They said, "leukemia" just to cover their asses I'm on
Enough to be high and gone
(Enough to be high and gone)
I'd rather be high than gone
(I'd rather be high than gone)
I'd rather be high than gone
What have you done to me?
What have you done to me?
(Cough Cough)
What have you done to me?
(Cough Cough Cough)
AH FUCK
Yeah
This is what they're telling me
It wasn't MST
I'm probably off of LSD
I'm tripping and it fell on me
It's probably my bad
My bad judgement was the enemy
Like I ain't bear conditions worse than tenants with a felony
"YES SIR!"
"NO SIR!"
This shit feels like slavery
Post traumatic stress I guess that shouldn't mean a thing to me
Always left the clinic with some bullshit as my remedy
Cover up the symptoms like they did with my identity
Survey says deployment wouldn't make you feel it physically
Science says the trauma is exerted more than mentally
My problem is the military wouldn't give me anything
But stress and an extension on my claim for disability
Now I gotta hit the distributor for a strain
That's cheaper than the bills I'd be paying to ease the pain
At points I came to question if I was going insane
Cause they don't protect the Army
They only protect the name!