I remember 15 years old at the edge of my bed,
As Joy Division's "closer" spins
I slowly drift off in my head.
I swear I died
A thousand times
To the ballad of those teenage nights.
The walls cave in,
And I've lost myself again.
Don't sink, cause I know it's tough.
Said you saw it comin', weren't prepared enough.
You wanna doubt you deserve to be loved,
But keep your head up, I swear that you belong.
Isolation,
It gets the best of me.
The world progresses
While I'm chasing dreams.
I question everything
Before I dive right in.
Am I a recluse
Or just a damaged kid?
And even at 25, I find myself in silence.
My shaking voice is screaming out,
But I still prefer the quiet.
All my friends moved on
Or gave up on themselves.
I can't commit to anything
Except the words escaping my mouth.
Isolation,
It gets the best of me.
The world progresses
While I'm chasing dreams.
I question everything
Before I dive right in.
Am I a recluse
Or just a damaged kid?
We're all just damaged kids.
Don't sink, cause I know it's tough.
Said you saw it comin, weren't prepared enough.
You wanna doubt that you deserve to be loved,
But keep your head up I swear that you belong.
Isolation,
It gets the best of me.
The world progresses
But I'm stuck in these dreams.
I question everything
Before I dive right in.
Am I a recluse
Or just a damaged kid?
We're all just damaged.