broitsriver - lullaby for a broken heart (feat. BreezyDre) Lyrics

I've been, I've been feeling okay, I, um, came back up though
Shits aight though
Yeah, yo, yo, yo
Yeah
Left a gun on top the dresser, tell my boys if you need to, go and stretch em
To learn a lesson, no more that Smitten Wesson
I put it to my head to teach these hoe's a good lesson
Uh, you never know what you got until it's gone
She sent me a f*cking paragraph
I'm gonna start moving on
The follows on my gram, she think it tells a different story
Hating on my mutuals broitsriver in his final form
Uh, the life I'm living not for the weaker hearts
Uh
"You smoking gas?" I'm like, "of course!"
Uh, this spliff is burning in my damn paws
Roach, I'm loading into the damn bong
Uh, now
This a lullaby for a broken heart
Uh
Lullaby for a broken heart
Agh
Broken heart, heart
Lullaby for a motherf*ckin broken heart
Uh
Lullaby for a broken heart
Lullaby for a broken heart
I got a broken heart
Got a
Bitch I got a
Lullaby for a broken heart
Aye, check it
I found a way to cure a broken heart, anti depressants, with some gas might be somewhere to start
My bars really sharp, pressin' like I'm throwin' darts
My mind been buggin, chest achin' like I hit a car
Millitant on me yeah we play with tools like band recitals
Demons try to haunt me, feel a rush and I might die an idol
You could have scarred me, finish fleshin' ive been in a cycle
You can't alarm me, I'm aware, I ain't no suicidal
Too many remedies, but I'm in love with melodies
Used to have the energy for people who weren't meant for me
Heartbeats are rapidly becomin' up like ecstasy
I do shit incredibly, the Breezy way preferably
Sleep is the cousin of death, just know I'm on one
Studio, 24-7, way past the sun up
My eyes have gone to bloodshot red
Due to the constant stressin' that's goin' on inside of my head
I'm crumblin' up front
My disguise is wearin' off
Caught a body-body from my problems, yeah, now I just run
Cannot please everybody, way I'm talkin' to myself inside the party
I just overthink and overthink until I ruin all the fun
That shit crazy
What the f*ck?
You can't trust people (was that umm?)
Like that
I'm more In love with myself
Ha
I say, being ignored is terrifying (I don't even know who i am)
But memories last, people dont