Broken Prince - The Final Ending Lyrics

Prince, forever, it's the final ending, let's go
Late night thoughts got me goin' so crazy, the more that it happens I marry the grind
Back at day one like I'm ridin' solo, but I had to clear these things off my mind
Yeah, they had me fightin, fightin, really feels I was wastin' time
My heart made me think I'm a liar, but all in all I wanna end this fight
Got the coldest heart, can't get no chill, now we givin' it a meaningful reason
24 years, been battlin' voices, stories and chapters, devils and demons
I never would've thought that I'd come this far, but I'm one step closer to healin' my feelings
I can say that I feel it, more than I mean it, but still don't know what the scene is
When the lights go out, I'm the man in the mirror,for real man, I gotta go bigger
Temper tantrum, they pulled my trigger, Broken Prince, I'm a well-known winner
Mindset killer, I live in a thriller, had so many tears, I've been cryin' a river
Cold like cole, man, I'm makin' em' shiver just cause I'm much better, don't get so bitter
How many times have I lied to my friends? How many times have I ever gone mad
How many times have I stayed in my comfort zone, just so I don't look so bad
How many times have I really been judged? All because my paranoia is back
And how many times did I wanna take a knife to my neck and make sure my eyes see black
How many times have I painted a picture, that the pain in my heart feels more like a stab
How many lives can a young man get when you're givin' him 10 but he said f*ck that
The voice in my head said, I need me a sister,I got like three, I ain't gotta look back
Started all this to escape all the mental thoughts
They wanted to take me back
How many nights to break down bad when the one that I need ain't there anymore
Heard that I gotta do positive rap, but positive rap ain't part of my core
Been so low ever since I was born, but since way back I been oh so sore
Path that I walk been feelin' a mission, the fire dies when they find my flaws
Day to day I'm creating memories, reminiscing times I failed and flopped
True say I really made fiends and enemies. Me and my team are the cream of the crop
10 out of 10, we don't need no props(ay ay)
Rep it n bop, killin' the game like I'm always on top
This is only the start, so I ain't gonna stop
If you think that I'll give you a warning, I won't
Cause I strike anytime like Randy
Now each day's so sweet in my life like candy
I got em' so shocked like I'm knockin' em' bandy
I said I don't think I can do it alone, but now I'm more time like can we
My Swiss girl got the cross on lock, cause I met her in greece(grease) like Danny and Sandy
And the way that I rap like this, it's like I burst on the scene like Micah
My chat must be so bad, I'm so damn quiet, so turn the mic up
If this is my alter ego, then I must be in the top two risers
I really had to break some long term bonds like Vinci and Kaiser
And I had to kill off the snakes like when the Rock be layin' a smackdown
I'm so real that I feel so raw,but I don't lie when I say I don't back down
Like how can it be the return of the prince when I ain't ever left the game
If I do then I'll come back harder, you'll never see me as the same
Same old kid that was dealing with anger, I think they think I should thank her
The one that nearly made me bankrupt man I might make that my mantra
I'm dealing with different issues now, not a narcissist or a scammer
Ha, ha, ha, ha, banter
Yeah, you know they wanted a freestyle, I went and done two
Now I've gotta go cook up a recipe
Don't ask where the f*ck am I mentally, had to go therapy to erase all the jealousy
Got a dream, might make it my destiny
If this don't work, I'ma get a new remedy
Changing my ways, man, I love the intensity
Really can't wait for you to meet a new better me