Brokencyde - Cant Be What Its Not Lyrics

Started as friends when i slid in those DMs
So beautiful and kind
Seemed like you were mine and made for me
Stayed on my mind
Like you were my drugs but it wasn't enough
I guess i had to bleed
Now i'm cryin and i see
Every time we speak takes a piece of me
I love till i'm used up
Its how i'm designed
The world was better when i knew you were mine
It is what it is
But it cant be what its not
I'm sad to see you leave when its all that ive got
But if you don't want me, then i cant want you
With the eyes so green left my red heart blue
Hope you find you when you left me
Layin in my bed just thinking
About your sweet little laugh and your beautiful touch
But you had to let me go cause i wanted too much
Guess i gotta learn to just love me
How the hell do i just love me
I gotta let you go like you let me
Slippin away into nothing
How are you better without me?
You're my air and now i'm drowning
Our potential was perfect
But just on the surface
Felt like i was flyin
When i'm fallin
Fallin for you
Supposed to be my parachute
Fallin alone
Got me feelin alone
Cant be what its not
Deep conversations about the past and i thought
I was lucky for the love and the one that i got
But now i'm not so sure how you f*cked me up
All i wanted was you.
Not to interupt
Id move the moon for you
And i'm not that tough
With tears of regret that i let you catch me up
Never should've let you know you had me
Now i'm fearful of the hurt that you left me
If this is true love I say f*ck it
Cause my heart fell to pieces and its published
Another chapter closed and i cant take
Another day of this mother f*ckin heartbreak
Keep sayin it'll heal but it takes time
Time is all i wanted but you weren't mine
Playin with my feelings like an old toy
Gotta move on i got no choice
I wish it would've worked cause i loved you
Now you're just a dream when i had you
You had my soul and i do know that was unhealthy but i lost control
Glad that i did cause it was special
And i don't wanna let you go to grow
I know.
Why'd you let me go?
Why was i so easy to let go?
I guess ill never know...
How are you better without me?
You're my air and now i'm drowning
Our potential was perfect
But just on the surface
Felt like i was flyin
When i'm fallin
Fallin for you
Supposed to be my parachute
Fallin alone
Got me feelin alone
Cant be what its not