[ Featuring Makeout ]
8 long years and it's starting to erupt
Face to face with all of my bad luck
One more hit 'til my world caves in
Just came home to an empty apartment
My girl just left, it's fine she was heartless
Spent the night in jail
Dollar short on bail
I'm good at promise breaking
Don't wanna waste another day sad
I'm sick of all the hours spent mad
I just want to be happy
Don't wanna fake a smile for the night
Pretend to live when I'm dead inside
So what's it like to be happy?
This hell is all I know
As I recall I got ripped off, cheated on
Lost friends, my head, and a good job
I cross my fingers but nothing changes
I was trapped alone in a room with my thoughts
I'm damned if I do I'm damned if I stop
Reminding myself of all the years I've wasted
Don't wanna waste another day sad
I'm sick of all the hours spent mad
I just want to be happy
Don't wanna fake a smile for the night
Pretend to live when I'm dead inside
So what's it like to be happy?
This hell is all I know
Life's been dimming my afterglow and heaven feels a million miles away from home
I've been thrown to the wolves
(Been thrown to the wolves)
Life's been dimming my afterglow and heaven feels a million miles away from home
I've been thrown to the wolves
(Been thrown to the wolves)
Don't wanna waste another day sad
I'm sick of all the hours spent mad
I just want to be happy
Don't wanna fake a smile for the night
Pretend to live when I'm dead inside
So what's it like to be happy?
This hell is all I know
This hell is all I know
