Bse Destin - It's Fine Lyrics

I don't understand why this hurt so bad
Wanna end it all I can't see another path
Tried to give you every last thing that I had
Got me feelin guilty
You are so filthy
Got me feelin worthless
Even when you shirtless
I am drinkin hennessey
Smokin all my f*ckin weed
Tryna numb the pain that you caused
A beautiful face made me feel so f*ckin lost
I feel so misplaced she is something I am not
When I'm with you I just feel so used
It's like when I am hurt you the first one who's amused
I don't understand it
I'm in f*ckin panic
My shit is so damaged
Why the f*ck you always try to fix it with a bandage
You think this shit a game and I just can't stand it
Just can't stand it
And you don't give a f*ck how I feel
Always held it down and I always kept it real
When I saw that hickey swear to god I coulda killed
Stomach so upset I couldn't even eat a meal
I am so stressed what if I will never heal
You don't give a f*ck
Why did I ever f*ck
I'm broken and it sucks
I want this shit to stop
I wanna see you but I don't at the same time
I could never please you and I never feel fine
You keepin shit from me and I can see it in your eyes
I just wanna leave you but I cant I will die
I hope you hear this song about your wrongs and you cry
I hate you

Been through this 100 times
First you want me then you don't it's fine
Then you f*ck me and act like your mine
And then you leave but I guess it's fine
Been through this 100 times
First you want me then you don't it's fine
Then you f*ck me and act like your mine
And then you leave but I guess it's fine

All this pain you can't erase
Now my mind is filled with rage
Now my heart is full of hate
F*ck you bitch you are a snake
And I can't see you again
Again
And I can't see you again
We gotta just end