I'm such a f*cking (loser)
You break me down but it's okay, babe
Please believe me, it's alright
I don't care if I've been simping I just want to spend a night
With you
With you, with you, with you
I said that you're a liar and a cheater
And a thief and a whore
Now I'm drunk and writing letters, thinking bout us before
So I'ma drink until I pass out, smoke until I green
They'll find my body on the floor with your IG on my screen
Treat me like shit and I've had enough
Yeah I've had enough, I've had enough
But I still miss you and it's really just not adding up
It's not adding up, baby, it's not adding up
And I can never keep my focus, babe, my head's in the clouds
I end up going down in spirals with nobody around
I end up taking a shot, I hope I don't make it out
So they'll be dying of laughter with their gun in my mouth
You're such a whore, a conniving slut
I want to rip out your guts and put your brains on the wall
And I've had enough with all the lies that you run through
It's honestly "f*ck you
Don't know why you're in my head still
I feel we're running out of time, break through
And leave me trying to survive you, break you
I get to tearing off your skin, baby, stay still
Baby, stay still
I feel that we're falling deeper than we did before
I can tell your demons follow me and push me down, of course
Said I'm tired of the wallowing, I don't want any more
It's just something I can't tolerate, I hate it to the core
I said that you're a liar and a cheater
And a thief and a whore
Now I'm drunk and writing letters, thinking bout us before
So I'ma drink until I pass out, smoke until I green
They'll find my body on the floor with your IG on my screen
Treat me like shit and I've had enough
Yeah I've had enough, I've had enough
But I still miss you and it's really just not adding up
It's not adding up, baby, it's not adding up