I woke up not feeling like myself
No one to call, when I feel like this, I stop looking round for help
Keep my thoughts to myself
And write 'em down since I'm left with nothing else
But myself, I can't look for something else
I can't complain, these the cards I was dealt
But today was real rough, I can't lie
It was my Earth birthday, she would've been 52, man I wish she was alive
Everyone knew, and still ain't one person ask me how I feel inside
Then Treezy sent this loop and made a nigga wanna cry
I gotta stay strong for myself
I can't depend on no one else
If nothing else, I gotta take care of my health
I don't know how much long I got left
That's why all this music being dealt
Either that, or it's sitting on a shelf
So I watch my catalog build wealth
From Ever Since
Remind myself all the time
Push forward, cause I can't fall behind
I survived harder times