It's Kinda Hard to Feel My Face Video (MV)

I don't wanna get caught up in the wave
Cause I'm afraid that I won't get out alive
And I can be dependent I can't help it
No matter how hard I try
I'll admit, I got a little bit angry
And I know that's a little unlike me
But I can't be expected to be on my best behavior
100% of the time
And I can't be expected to be sane with this
Constantly gnawing at the back of my mind

Would someone slap the taste out of my mouth?
I need a back up plan if this goes south
It's kinda hard to feel my face
Is this a normal thing, should I feel this way?
I'm taking back my mental health
Cause I started to resent myself again

If I get high now I'll never come down
But I'll do it anyway
If I get high now I'll never come down
Oh well, I'll come down another day
I may never learn from my mistakes
I may never learn from my mistakes