My Halo Has Faded and I Want a Refund Video (MV)

I let my depression manifest in the form of
Not brushing my teeth for days at a time
And I've sat in my own filth, week on week
Without even payin' it a thought in my mind
Can't seem to pinpoint my own identity
It's all a bit hazy, yeah it's a little hazy
But I know that I can just change with the seasons
But I can't keep up, and I've got my reasons

Pacing my room and freaking myself out
An evening of existential dread and self doubt
Preconditioned with preconceived notions
About what I was supposed to be
Vision is blurry my halo has faded
Over my head, it's ancient history
Weighing out self worth like a competition
Practice makes perfect; rinse, wash repetition

I know that I can just change with the seasons
But I can't keep up, I've got my reasons
Weighing out self worth like a competition
Practice makes perfect; rinse, wash repetition