BVNE - Alright Lyrics

They wanna glow up, they wanna blow up, they don't want me to
I've been waiting patiently, so aimlessly I found the groove
That I could settle in, this medicine keeps letting them
Finesse my friends, keeping them falling apart while they're trying to reach at the end
I play pretend so I can justify the time I spend
Keeping my delusions all in check so I can try to blend
But I defy the trend, and that's the realness
I keep my soul up in this music hoping they can feel this
Don't need to appeal this to the masses, I can float on my own
People have said that they really believe that I'm on it with rapping, that I'm bout to blow
But they don't know how I've been feeling when I'm all alone
Keeping to myself not needing help, man I don't know
If anything is gonna be alright
I wanna stay but I can't really see the light
Is it really gonna be alright
I wanna be the sunshine in your life but I'm still overcast
I still hurt your feelings because I just can't let go the past
And yeah I know that's bad
I'm really tryna change
I see the difference in your eyes and I can feel your pain
And yeah I'm acting strange, I'm terrified of what's to come
I don't think I'll ever see the light where I've been looking from
So change perspective, neglected my message
They feeling my presence
But I can't respect it
I'm feeling so down
I'm feeling so lost
I wanna stop now
Don't wanna pay the cost
So if you want to see
Where I've been tryna go
Come and walk with me
And will you let me know
If anything is gonna be alright
I wanna stay but I can't really see the light
Is it really gonna be alright