BVNE - Blank Face Lyrics

Heavy hands and heavy heart I share my pain for you
They say "just go give it your all, this world is made for you"
But I'm a slave for you if I don't cut the string
I'll be consumed by all these things I wanna be
I don't feel like f*cking trying anymore
I left my innocence while writhing on the floor
Hold up
I'd rather die than be a cure for all your insecurities
Tell me who you want to be, I wanna be free
Call me your king
But I don't dream of royalty
I dig myself out of this hole
When I lose control
I reach for you
But I still drown around you
I don't hold out for the energy you promise
I'd die if you'd be honest, I envision I'm beyond it
A prison plagued with pawns admitting they don't know a thing
I swear I don't believe
I know I don't believe a f*cking thing you say to me
I can't breathe, I've been choking while you leave
No peace
I've been falling for the lies again
Hoping I can try again
But all the misery is prying in
Call me your king
But I don't dream of royalty
I dig myself out of this hole
When I lose control
I reach for you
But I still drown around you
I dig myself out of this hole
When I lose control
I reach for you
But I still drown around you