I hold my breath
You hold me down
I fade away and you're not around
I hold my breath
You hold me down
I fade away and you're not around
Everyday I keep telling myself that it's gonna get better
But I feel I'm drowning neck deep in the water and I'm feeling lesser
I'm falling forever and I think I'll never give you what you need
If you'd take just a second and listen to me
I can break down that this all is a dream
And I can't forget how I wanted to be (How I wanted to be)
And I can admit that I wanted to fade (That I wanted to fade away)
Take me away from this place
I can't run anymore (I can't run from the pain)
Stuck and I want to escape
I can't hide anymore (I can't hide from the pain)
All my life
I've been waiting for anything to come and save me
All my life
I've been waiting for release, the sweet smell is fading
What am I running from? I don't think I ever found for myself
Digging my grave and the way I behave is so bad for my health
No matter the help I'm steady falling and I see no end
I'm acting alright but I can admit that I like to pretend
No matter the help I'm steady falling and I see no end
I'm acting alright but I can admit that I like to pretend