You ain't my friend no more
I don't pretend no more
I don't risk ends no more
They don't wanna talk big game They know it's my pain and I don't give in no more
I've got to do this for myself cause I can't count on anyone
I'm risking all my health and I'm not having any fun
But I don't really to be the one who ain't about it
All up in my feelings and I gotta get around it
I don't wanna talk and they don't wanna hear about it
So I write a song and will they listen? Man, I doubt it
I'd shout it from the rafters drowning out all of these rappers
Find out they did it faster
Man it never mattered
I see the pain in your eyes, can we talk about it?
I need a way to disguise what we all have doubted
And that's the way
I fall apart
And that's the way
I'm falling hard
I ain't really feeling myself these days
I don't wanna talk to you, I don't wanna behave
I don't wanna be brave I just wanna go home
People all in my ear, please leave me alone
Won't you
Go and get outta my face
I'm not with it today
I feel it's not a phase
I think I'm not afraid
So can I run away?
Oh can we run away?
Oh yes let's run away
Yeah yeah let's run away
And I have never put it on myself to be the one to live my dream out
Climbing this mountain is tough but I keep on progressing to see how
I can repel all my family and friends while I'm dreaming alone
And I can pretend that I'm leaving my woes
Away in the wind but I'm keeping em close
I don't see the point in counting on my patience just to cope now
I am annoyed at the end of the day and that's all that I know now
But I won't go down
I know I need this
I feel it's not a waste of time so I believe it
I see the pain in your eyes, can we talk about it?
I need a way to disguise what we all have doubted
And that's the way
I fall apart
And that's the way
I'm falling hard
I ain't really feeling myself these days
I don't wanna talk to you, I don't wanna behave
I don't wanna be brave I just wanna go home
People all in my ear, please leave me alone
Won't you
Go and get outta my face
I'm not with it today
I feel it's not a phase
I think I'm not afraid
So can I run away?
Oh can we run away?
Oh yes let's run away
Yeah yeah let's run away