If I had nothing to lose I a find a way to lose myself
Everybody blame da dealer for da cards dey was dealt
I'm da type to neva show my hand I play my shit to win
That let you know when shit is going bad I still gotta grin
It's crazy how my life work I pray to god then I sin
He ain't strike me down yet safe to say im posed to win
I just pray I get to ball wit all my dawgs before the end
Im the one that sacrifice myself so we can get the win
I found my passion for rapping tryna get Neech out da streets
We went to Sambo for you my nigga wasn't thinkin bout me
Experiences an circumstances tell you who you gone be
But idle time an doing drugs lead to run ins wit police
On da run in da lene I had to keep lil Maedae focus
Every time I hear dat feel da pain I get chills like I wrote it
Mind sober fully loaded I know cuh gone bang it out
I know what come if niggas play that's why he keep from hanging out
It's two things I always wanted a big brother an a plug
I feel like god was looking out for me the day dat I met Doug
He was leading by example showed me how to save dem racks
He was the first nigga showed me how to go an work a sack
Yeah last but not least you know my westside brotha
Jayme da first real friend that got accepted by my motha
I still feel like I owe you cause I left from Terra Haute
I know if I wouldn't neva left we woulda started selling dope
If I had nothing to lose I a find a way to lose myself
Everybody blame da dealer for da cards dey was dealt
I'm da type to neva show my hand I play my shit to win
That let you know when shit is going bad I still gotta grin
It's crazy how my life work I pray to god then I sin
He ain't strike me down yet safe to say im posed to win
I just pray I get to ball wit all my dawgs before the end
Im the one that sacrifice myself so we can get the win
Nowadays I feel like I'm dat nigga was a late bloomer
At times I wonder up to god like why dis shit ain't happen sooner
We breed bosses ain't no talking known to shake back from da losses
If you eva gotta problem you can step into my office
Just a bunch a niggas all about dat skrilla get da picture
We ain't come from the same block that's why our pot became a mixture
We da ones that y'all be sick about for f*ckin on y'all sistas
An I bet not here a whispa push a button you wanna play
Got niggas riding right or wrong and we ont leave shit in da grey
Cause soons I tellem dat it's smoke den aint shit else I gotta say
So gone an play if you may I'm going on to da next subject
Before I ever be a witness they gone label me a suspect
Throw it away for my respect can't put my pride to the side
In December 2012 I know a part of me had died
People I thought really loved me looked me in my face an lied
Should I slide or let it slide I can't lie I can't decide