SHere I am staring at myself again asking what the f*ck is wrong with me
It should be easy to move on, so why can I hardly breathe?
Soaked in this new intoxication
It replaces the ones I've left behind
Imagine how I could use this time if I could wipe these memories dry
What worth is mental clarity
If my visions too blurred to see?
I can't seem to survive
And still I hold on, why?
""Nothing I can do will make a difference""
I tell myself ""don't even try""
And while the world sees a stoic face inside, I crumble and die
What am I waiting for?
I know what I have to do
All the ways that I cut myself down, I'LL LET IT GO
The memories in which I drown, I'LL LET IT GO
The choice I've made that I'll never heal, I'LL LET IT GO
Suffocating from the hopelessness I feel
I don't want it anymore
I don't need it anymore
I don't have to hold onto any of this anymore
I'll LET IT GO!