Cindy Alexander - Sick of Myself Lyrics

Thought it was you
so I shut you out
Thought it was them
until I figured it out
I screwed up everything
and everybody else
I am my nemesis

I took a nap
I had to give myself a break
When I'm alone with me
You know I'm really hard to take
Cuz everything I do
is getting on my nerves
I am my nemesis

CHORUS:
I'm sick of myself
Sick of myself
Don't know what to do with myself
I'm sick of myself

I went to Paris
I had to get away
But nowhere is far enough
and nowhere is safe
Cuz everywhere I go
well, there I am
I am my nemesis

I'm sick of myself
Sick of myself
Wishing I was somebody else
I'm sick of myself

I tried I meditated
I should be medicated
Hey doctor shrink my head so...
So I can disappear instead
So I can disappear instead

I went organic
I changed the color of my hair
I bought a ferret
I put my bed up on the roof
I read some Balzak
I called up all my enemies
You think I'm manic
But I'm really not that deep
I tried I meditated
I should be medicated
(alternate line at live shows: I should have masturbated)
You think that I'm depressive
But I'm just sick of.....

Myself
Sick of myself
Wishing I was somebody else
Sick of myself

(Repeat Chorus)