C. Wager - Crossed Me Lyrics

I lost everything I had to get way mo'
I loved has crossed me
Demons get off me...
The past haunts me
Everybody I loved has crossed me
Demons get off me
This life I wanna live is pretty costly
Lately I've been tryna forget about my past but it haunts me
I ain't goin back and I'm not sorry
About the ties I've cut
About the friends I've lost
You got to lose to win
I think I've paid the cost
To get everything I've ever wanted and I ever asked for
I'm learning to love the process but sometimes I wanna fast forward
Into the future I wanna see better days
I've struggled my whole life I know that there's a better way to live
I refuse to accept that this is the way it is
I know there's more for me
I know there's more for us
I live by loyalty
So many people broke my trust
Will you be my side
Look deep in my eyes
And see the pain I hide
See how hard I try
Everyday to change my life
To what I dream of
On the road to my destiny I'ma speed up
The ones who crossed me are dead to me I don't speak of
I had to leave them still they will follow the leader
Yeah
Still they will follow the leader
Everybody I loved has crossed me
Demons get off me
This life I wanna live is pretty costly
Lately I've been tryna forget about my past but it haunts me
I ain't goin back and I'm not sorry