Caden James - Loneliness Lyrics

Loneliness
This shit keeps me up at night
Im so pissed
I dont even wanna fight
Memories
I wish i could escape this shit
I cant breathe
Reminiscing because lifes a bitch
Loneliness
This shit keeps me up at night
Im so pissed
I dont even wanna fight
Memories
I wish i could escape this shit
I cant breathe
Reminiscing because lifes a bitch
Shit been in chaos i hope this rap shit Gon' pay off it seems
Like all of my Days are just wasted i'll probably stay Lost
I got some worries im thinking About they worried bout chasing the Clout
But that shit just aint on my Mind, that shit i can go without
Im lacking motivation
Im up in my room just pacing
Back and forth hearts racing all this Music that im makings barely Helping swear to god
Im helpess Waybe im just selfish cuz i do not Wanna be here been like this almost a Few years
I cant sleep at night
I know i cant do this right
Lifes winning and i think i might, Prove em right
Everyone that said i'd Never make it now im hesitating Falling down and slowly breaking
And im just so tired of waiting Loneliness and hatred those my Demons
And im never dreaming cuz Im always thinking bout the past that Shit never lasted
Tryna make my own path but instead Im crashing
Im just tryna be for real but they all Be laughing and now im asking
Whats the point of living when i be Living in blackness
Whats the point of living when i be Living in blackness
Loneliness
This shit keeps me up at night
Im so pissed
I dont even wanna fight
Memories
I wish i could escape this shit
I cant breathe
Reminiscing because lifes a bitch
Loneliness
This shit keeps me up at night
Im so pissed
I dont even wanna fight
Memories
I wish i could escape this shit
I cant breathe
Reminiscing because lifes a bitch
Loneliness
This shit keeps me up at night
Im so pissed
I dont even wanna fight
Memories
I wish i could escape this shit
I cant breathe
Reminiscing because lifes a bitch
Loneliness
This shit keeps me up at night
Im so pissed
I dont even wanna fight
Memories
I wish i could escape this shit
I cant breathe
Reminiscing because lifes a bitch
I been falling im crawling up from The depths of hell i dont wanna see Another day but oh f*ckin well
Im just gon light up the blunt and Then down a few bottles im Drowning in sorrow but thats just My life
I know im not doing shit right
Same bullshit every night
I been toking im hoping that this shit Might just take my pain
Clouded thoughts im up in rain Everyday the f*cking same
I do not know what to do with my Life so im sitting in silence my head Filled with violence im tired of Trying Theres no way to fight it and I've lost my spark theres no way to Ignite it again
Loneliness
This shit keeps me up at night
Im so pissed
I dont even wanna fight
Memories
I wish i could escape this shit
I cant breathe
Reminiscing because lifes a bitch