Painted on your wall
From the depths of hell I have crawled
If it isn't your fault then it must be mine
Blow my brains out a thousand times
Painted on the wall
Painted on your wall
From the depths of hell
I have crawled
People around me look different
People look around me all different
Was it something I said
Or was it something that I didn't
Because I've been on a mission
Visiting the other solar system
Maybe while I was away
I grew to be a little distant
Isn't it funny how
Everything can change in an instant
I did the mission impossible
Crossed the path of existence
Living between two realities
Was a bitch of an instance
I let my mind get the best of me
Rest In Peace my intentions
Man I gotta get to stepping up my game
Been taking more time to make my name
Anybody who is testing
Better get to lessening
Or face the facts and claim the blame
This is insane
Good, now that I have your attention
Did I forget to mention
I've been in a state of depression
Hesitant with my pen
Resentment to my friends
I love my family
Don't want them to find my mind in pieces
Just f*cking
Painted on your wall
From the depths of hell
I have crawled
If I could take a second and reflect On what I've accomplished
I think I'd be better off
And much more confident in what I've got to offer to the world
What I'm often not so sure of of
If this is a world of assurance
Or just a world of endurance
If a person like me
Wasn't meant to make such
A difference then why be put in such
A f*cking predicament
I predict it's not my place to assume
But I've been in this room so long It's hard not to be so prudent
It's stupid I know
I'm just a kid
With a sense of entitlement
Idly standing by while others
They fight for him
I'm not tryna be a downer but
I got a fear of drowning
Not in water but in something
Way more harder
The horror of not affording a life
That I have worked for
For so long just
Can't go on much longer
Painted on your wall
From the depths of hell I have crawled
If it isn't your fault then it must be mine
Blow my brains out a thousand times
Painted on the wall
Painted on your wall
From the depths of hell
I have crawled
Painted on your wall
If it isn't your fault
It must be mine
Blow my brains out
A thousand times