And I try
To make it right
To make my life
A source of pride
And I try
To give to you
All the the things
You want me to
Still I sit back here and wonder
Why I never wanted you to die
And live a life of agonizing terror, court me
You know I never wanted this
You know that something else exists
You know why everything is dead
Bu you still get inside my head
You rape my thoughts, infest my mind
What the f*ck did you think you'd find?
But a mass inside an empty head
A vastness that almost seemed dead
I run from you
I run by you
I run to you
I run with you
I run from you
And only you
My heart bleeds fire
All over you
How can you look at me like you love me?
How can you look at me when you hate me?
How can you feel the faith if deceiving?
How can you look at me when you know that...
...I try
To make it right
To make my life
A source of pride
Still I try
To give to you
All the the things
You want me to