I dedicate this to anyone that's ever lost someone
My heart goes out to you
I was made in the image of something stronger than the problem I'm going thru
I burn trees to feed the soil for something new
Tears become fuel for the fire within in you
Tell the voices in your head none of them lies are true
Used to let it consume me
Cuz anger and sadness can be confusing
It was really myself that would abuse me
I chose to no longer let it use me
I'm picking myself up & telling myself it's ok
Whatever happened in the past it's a brand new day
Pain turned into passion my trauma birthed this therapy
At the top they say it's lonely can't nobody share this air with me
Clarity the time at the bottom was momentarily
But getting letting go such a rarity
So I smile
Living for the ones who ain't here right now
Getting outta bed and saying this out loud
Ima be ok
If not then tomorrow is a brand new day
Even tho I wake up and wanna call on Phae
I lost my soul so it's hard for me to call on faith
Then I hear your voice in my ear Telling me you near Andd I don't ever have to fear then I know
Ima be ok
If not then tomorrow is a brand new day
I used to say that no one hurts me like me
No wonder when I look in the mirror an enemy is all I see
So close to making family post RIP
Thinking this is just all I'll be then it dawned on me
I couldnt let myself fall into the hole
My kids need a father I can't abandon my role
My parents need their son my siblings need they brother
Had to swallow my pride and tell em we all need each other
Those who wronged me I forgive
Your life ain't the one I gotta live
I just can't take on the burden of hating you
I got too many sins to cleanse
Used to think that my flaws made me worthless
Til I taught myself it's ok cuz no one's perfect
I Wish years ago I learned this
I wasn't sure before but now I'm certain
Ima be ok
If not then tomorrow is a brand new day