Listen black boy
You're caught in a trance
Once it goes down it'll be a glimpse
Listen black boy
You're caught in a trance
Once it goes down it'll be a glimpse
I want to commit suicide
I want so much; That the things I want
Could never want enough or ever satisfy
If Lucy wasn't a disgusted f*ck
Full of evil snakes it'll be you and I
But seeing exactly what the hell I want And what she do to people makes me scrutinize
Consider my youth alive
You relying on Lucy f*cking up pleasure
You so wonderful
If I could have you I would it trade all because real love is refundable
Fearing pressure cause a lack of effort
Makes a new competitor look comfortable
To love and war
Not to love at all is a feeling that is unsufferable (pray for me)
Better pray I live cause when I get like this
I fall deeper in a world that don't exist
In a pit that's for known being bottomless
Homologous; blood flowing sins
Plan to clog my whole entire esophagus
Feeling vomitive; trigger core again
Meditate mistake to fuel accomplishments
Tryna find to make a profit spin
I'm losing confidence
The greatest trick the devil ever played was making us think he didn't exist
Now sleep on that
Listen black boy
You're caught in a trance
Once it goes down it'll be a glimpse
Listen black boy
You're caught in a trance
Once it goes down it'll be a glimpse
I know pressure
I know love
Give my best up
Then know I'm some
I'm no expert
But I've been stuck
I hold lesser
I hold love
People make me stress inside
I fake each laugh and smile
I tried to love myself but I can't pride my thoughts
Out of this shell I hide in
This pain makes me want to cry but I can't force tears out my eyes
So if I get to low and dive in thoughts of suicide
Don't let me die