Caleb Jacob - Trying Lyrics

I'll live my life in vain but I'll never let you go
If I don't, I won't complain, but that will never happen no
God knows me, he knows me
He knows me, he knows me

I live my life with regrets
I live my life with loose ends
I live my life on the east side
I live my life near the dope scene
I live my life where the girls go
I live my life where the green grows
Most of the time I stand out
Like look at that f*cking gringo
I am everything you said I ain't
I am everything you dream of
I am the one that you wanna hate
I am the one that you wanna love
I am the one
If I ain't the one
Than what am I here for
I am the one
If I ain't the one than f*ck am I here for

Cause I'm trying
Yeah I'm trying
Skin and bone
Got me grinding
I'm so stressed
Think I'm dying
Life or death
Yeah, I'm trying
Cause I'm trying
Yeah I'm trying
Skin and bone
Got me grinding
I'm so stressed
Think I'm dying
Life or death
Yeah, I'm trying

I forget you know me till it gets to screaming
Only say my name when I'm almost leaving
Girl you aren't too cold, you are f*cking freezing
Why can't I just leave, give me every reason

But are you riding or are you
Riding
I need you in the shoulder
Staying right beside me
Cause I fear that
I'm falling asleep
And you keep me up all night
Got me living in my dreams
So you riding or are you
Riding
After everything we said
We're both good at hiding
So let's put aside our differences
And lay the past to sleep

Cause I'm trying
Yeah I'm trying
Skin and bone
Got me grinding
I'm so stressed
Think I'm dying
Life or death
Yeah, I'm trying
Cause I'm trying
Yeah I'm trying
Skin and bone
Got me grinding
I'm so stressed
Think I'm dying
Life or death
Yeah, I'm trying