Calebdoee - Few Knew/Few Know Lyrics

I'm as, real as they come, my feelings get numb
Don't pick these calls enjoy my years while I'm young
Mean every single word that ever come off my tongue
And they still question whatever city I'm from
260, slash 708, plotting for a bigger fork with the same ole plate
Put my trust outside the family, my biggest mistake
Any time they leave, it was followed by rakes
Been cold-hearted since i started working the hardest
Stylin 2nd to none, so just wait on that harvest
When you stop tossin the bargain, that target the largest
And she only on my line when she hot and bothered
Save it, my 4th plate cause i followed the bases
Caught Varsity Blues, so lemme stick to the basics
Feel a opp on my heels, i know that hate is contagious
Put the city to put on a map, my new shit for the ages
Got Perspectives at bat, then I need a vacation
Fake love from my closest, can't wait to erase it
Being haunted by these demons, same ones i created
Kels and Smashville, pilots at the family station
Speaking of family the only ones with me on my last race
Cause niggas as loyal as they last plate
Spring time to winter, proven and born sinner
Never peeped, just chasing the devils like Luke Kennard
Had to stop giving reactions to newbies and beginners
Cause a lame only want you to consider
F*cked up my mindstate til my pockets got thinner
Only thing a rat expect is to bring cheese to dinner
Shout my Pops though, caught on occasions, taught me a lot though
Handle your smoke before you reach the parking lot
Before you start kidding, make sure you tie the knot
Know my purpose but they want me to stop
I was neglecting the family
In and out of my zone, but i can say that's what brought out the man in me
Dream girl, dream crib, like why can't it be
Almost lost it all to the vanity
Rule #1, track 1 off views
Cause im tired of waking seeing another homie on the news
Rather be performing then living in the house of blues
Watching all the good fly young, the shit got me confused
Bout the good days, can cope with the pain but got the good haze
Miss when big cuz would scoop me up in the wood grain
Can't question god, but I can look for these answers
Running round lost in these Taxi's, Tony Danza
The pain different, tears on the porch, i make it rain different
Legend in the making but i place the blame different
Drop tears for the ones who ain't here, last thing on my mind is proving wrong who never cared
So watch the bounce back, rock on the wood, I used to bounce that
Nowadays we knock on wood that money don't mouse trap
10 cash in the basement, used to count that
But I had no whip to chauffeur, found a cure
Look in the mirror, a synonym to the allure
Gold watches, big faces, the fame and the cure
The suburbs raised a beast who like to feast
Til I found out that mindset'll leave you in the street
Thunderstorm, watch my feet or my feat
Couldnt face my failures til it made the wins sweet
Moving by my own drums, stead the sound of the beat
Thinking life bout as perfect as the cracks in the street
But you get one life, make the best or get left
Heard living by faith is the answer to these tests, man
Without love from my closest, where'd I be at
Without love from my closest, where'd I be at
All these tears in my eyes, cause ion feel the pain no more
Ion feel the pain no more
Ion really understand, cause ion feel the pain no more
All these tears in my eyes, cause ion feel the pain no more
Ion feel the pain no more
Ion really understand, but i know what's behind that door
What's behind that door