Ain't Been The Same Video (MV)

Shit ain't been the same
Since our last apartment
Took your light away
And took me down a path of darkness
Been flashing back to the times
We used to laugh the hardest
Back when we was happy
And didn't have to be half as guarded
Was the start of something beautiful
I miss when an argument with you felt unusual
Now it's like arguing's
The only thing I do with you
Spent a lot of energy on this that's nonrenewable
I guess I wasn't suitable enough
To be the nigga
That you go toward
Usually I'm closed off
For you I was a open door
Even when it's hard to stay afloat
From going overboard
We can't just lose hope
In everything that we was hoping for
But I would go to war bae
If that's what it takes
For you to forget about the past
And all my tragic mistakes
You asked me for space
And ever since you did
I haven't been great
Broke my heart
And shattered my faith
I ain't even trynna say much more
Cuz everytime you cry it's like
I just make it flood more
Ever since our last fight driving
To the drug store
Can't bounce back
Like a bungee with a cut cord
Love yourz
Guess we ain't listen to a Cole enough
Did each other dirty
And I'm hating how it molded us
Still stayed
Just so I figure out what's wrong with us
Never figured it out
But I feel like I belong with you
I know it sound bad
And prolly don't seem right
Toxic ass past
Never shined too many green lights
But when we smash
We get it cracking
Like a fiend pipe
And how's it that bad
If we happy
In between fights
Just gotta make the highs
Last a lil longer
Breaking down means
We'll come back a lil stronger
When you around
I tend to act a lil calmer
Even though your life
Is like an action filled drama
Shit ain't been the same
Since our last apartment
Took your light away
And took me down a path of darkness
Been flashing back to the times
We used to laugh the hardest
Back when we was happy
And didn't have to be half as guarded
Was a feeling so incredible
I miss making memories
We knew be unforgettable
Now it's like
All our future plans hypothetical
I ain't saying we can't be together
But I'm skeptical
Cuz I don't feel exceptional
Enough to be the nigga
That you making yours
Was turning words into weapons
And created sores
But when our hearts are still aching
From the day before
We can't just lose faith
In everything that we was waiting for
And I would wage a war bae
If that's what it takes
For you to forget about the past
And all my tragic mistakes
You asked me for space
And ever since you did
I haven't been great
Broke my heart
And shattered my faith