Know pain is something
Can't nobody carry for you
But some weight is too much
For one pair of shoulders
Gotta focus on the heat
When the air is colder
And learn how to put
Peace over paranoia
How she supposed to know I love her
If I rarely told her
And if I f*ck her like I barely know her
Love is war and I'm a weary soldier
Trauma always carries over
But ain't no way to grow
If I'm thinking bout what if's
Speaking on my lows
For the people it could uplift
Still remember days
I couldn't even pay my barber
For a fade
Now I'm one classic tape
From a cutlass
It's like I'm on crutches
Way I can't stand niggas
Say the wrong word
My big homie hangman niggas
Throwing shade like a spray tan
Prolly got a couple different face scans
I'm nothing like these snake ass niggas
Can't take chances
Head spinning like I'm breakdancing
How I find pain same place that
My faith landed
Shoulda known she prolly had enough
After 8 chances
Always thought I had you wrapped up
Like a ace bandage
Garden won't grow if you don't water it
And everybody life gon fall apart
It's just apart of it
Hard times
Made my heart step back
And hardened it
But imma find the bright side
Regardless how dark it get
Yeah yeah
Loyalty dies
It's like I lose more
The more that I try
Can't even look my boy in his eyes
Know he holding poison inside
Momma told me everything gon fade
And nothing gon change
Til you change your ways
Ain't nothin real
Everything so staged
Yeah
Nothing like the old days
It's like time moves slowly
But passes quickly
I just smoked a whole zone
And it still hasn't hit me
Remember back when getting
Older wasn't half as risky
Now it's just a couple ways to go
Either Mac or Nipsey
Take me back to class assemblies
And running hallways
Before I started thinking bout
Money always
Sometimes to change odds
Gotta change squads
I still believe the same God
I just ain't putting up
With y'all way
Only learn when it's the hard way
Said she seen another name
Pop up on the CarPlay
Damn
Standing on my last leg
Without a parlay
Praying I can make it outta
Harms way
The garden won't grow if we don't water it
And everybody life gon fall apart
It's just apart of it
Hard times
Made my heart step back
And hardened it
But imma find the bright side
Regardless how dark it get
Yeah yeah
Loyalty dies
It's like I lose more
The more that I try
Can't even look my boy in his eyes
Know he holding poison inside
Momma told me everything gon fade
And nothing gon change
Til you change your ways
Ain't nothin real
Everything so staged
Yeah
Nothing like the old days