The devil definitely testing me
If he want my soul
He won't get the rest of his recipe
Feel a pressure
That's pressing upon me presently
But you would never guess
Cuz repression is like my specialty
You'll never see
How I'm feeling on my interior
Pain turned my inner heart
Into Siberia
Lost friends
Cuz I ain't fit the criteria
Tried to change
But I ain't do it in the right areas
I know I could use some renovation
Dinner at my momma house
Ain't even get no invitation
I wish I could say I been amazing
But my head keep going under water
Like a swimmer racing
Wish my pops
Woulda showed me a better demonstration
On how to be a man
But he was focused on his limitations
He ain't notice
He was supposed to be my inspiration
Still a wreck
On the road to reconciliation
I know I could use some renovation
I wish I could say I been amazing
& Every night before I go to sleep
I pray the lord my soul to keep
Pray I never let my demons
Get a hold of me
They keep reaching out
Planting seeds of doubt
But when they tell me
I can't do it I just don't agree
Know I'll be
Overseas doing shows
Somewhere In Rome just roaming
Like numerals
Feeling like Mahomes
Right before his first Super Bowl
When you ain't done it yet
It's something
Only you could know
Great things take time
Yeah
Tres said the path less traveled
Ain't a straight line
And Cheg said
He keep it on his waistline
Case we gotta air bud
Like a canine
Music saved me from breakdowns
When I started thinking suicide
I hit the studio
And ran straight to these bass lines
Yeah
All it took was some stage time