Little games and purple violets
Turned to rainy days radio silence
And it shouldn't be that hard
There's distance then there's far
Pushing parties into our own process
Of seeing you and getting honest
It was perfect how it was
Painted gold with just one touch
A complicated past
Turned something that would last
Til you took it all back
It was 4 months of torture
I held it all in
When I forced myself closer
You backed up again
And I thought I was crazy
You still called me baby
Every night I was lonely
You said we'd be fine
When it's you and me only
So explain to me why
You were gone when I woke up
I thought it was true love
Pictures crumpled on a floorboard
Can't help but think there should have been more
What a mess we've made
There's nothing left here to say
Don't recognize you and I hate it
I'm watching while you're getting faded
It was your hand round the gun
Now look at who you've become
A life we could have had
You would have been the last
But you took it all back
It was 4 months of torture
I held it all in
When I forced myself closer
You backed up again
And I thought I was crazy
You still called me baby
Every night I was lonely
You said we'd be fine
When it's you and me only
So explain to me why
You were gone when I woke up
I thought it was true love
And how do you sleep
Knowing it's all your fault
Do you stare at a screen
Or the posters on your walls
I guess what I need
Now not sure but it isn't
An apology you probably
Have one written down
That you're too scared to say out loud
Cause you know it won't change how
You put me through 4 months of torture
I held it all in
When I forced myself closer
You backed up again
And I thought I was crazy
You still called me baby
Every night I was lonely
You said we'd be fine
When it's you and me only
So explain to me why
You were gone when I woke up
I thought it was true love