CALI JEWLS - Run Lyrics

I don't want to run from what I can't handle
How can I admit to you I've been wrong?
I'm so sick and tired of giving up pushing off things I need when I know it's good for me
I got hurt but it went away and conversations I should have but I cannot face em
And I can't run from my mistakes
Cause they're running after me
Oh I'm trying to find something
Something more
Something more
Oh I'm trying to find something
Something more
Something more
Oh I'm trying to find something
Find
Oh I'm trying to find something
Find
It's hard for me
To give what I got
To be what I'm not
To handle my thoughts
Cause all I see
Is what I don't got
And that's the worst part
Cause really there's a lot
And I'm struggling to find a reason to be me
Cause nothing that I see is real
But maybe if I try to bury things inside
I'll buy myself some time to heal
Oh I'm trying to find something
Something more
Something more
Oh I'm trying to find something
Something more
Something more
Oh I'm trying to find something
Find
Oh I'm trying to find something
Find
I don't want to run from what I can't handle
How can I admit to you I've been wrong?
I'm so sick and tired of giving up pushing off things I need when I know it's good for me