Calling All Captains - Broken Glass Lyrics

I tried to let it go
The grip I had on everything I know
It's harder than you think
When your mind is on the brink
Just relax and let it go
And let the apparitions flow

It's taking over me
I never wanted to
See like this

I been thinkin' bout the blue trees
Don't got nothin' on those white sheets
Dissolving under my tongue
Warping my mind before it's all done
I threw away two years
Never got back from facing my fears
Spent my nights with hallucinations
Watching life pass by with no conversation

I'll make the moments that create a form of space
Then take away my saving grace
I'll get it right, I'll take it all
It's all for selfish reasons
I f*ck my life up every season

It's taking over me
I never wanted to
See like this

I been thinkin' bout the blue trees
Don't got nothin' on those white sheets
Dissolving under my tongue
Warping my mind before it's all done
I threw away two years
Never got back from facing my fears
Spent my nights with hallucinations
Watching life pass by with no conversation

It's steady crawling
Morphing me

And I'll get it right, I'll take it all
It's all for selfish reasons
I f*ck my life up every season