Twelve Months Video (MV)

So disappointed I just can't look back
Cause effected in my mind I'm kinda feeling sad
Felt the urges of my past that I cannot reflect
It's tough being out of touch with people cause in fact
I've been getting through it step by step without a map
Of all the causes that occurred because I have regret
Helping 7 other players is not on my long list
Having played the opposition it was wasted wasted time
Im near sighted
But far mind
I live life with a lock I
Kill more than I think by
Staying trapped in a bind
For every time I think I know
I decline
I fall back on my feet and think that it's all really fine
Whenever I go out to stop and think or recline
I feel the same pain
I feel the same pain
12 months I live in rain
12 months I tell myself
12 months is all it takes
12 months is all it takes
I fall back in my hole of hate
I can't escape
12 months is all it takes
12 months is all it takes
A year no change
I'm finally safe
I wash my hands of dirt I washed away
I watched some videos that were replayed
I saw the faces that looked my way
Had no hand on my shoulder
1 or 2 got closer
2 or 3 got colder
4 to 5 I never heard
I never heard, anything, didn't talk, I was hurt
In a bind, never worse, never ending feeling distant
I felt like I was missing
I don't condone the dissing
The never ending cycle I was trapped in
For every time I think I know
I decline
I fall back on my feet and think that it's all really fine
Whenever I go out to stop and think or recline
I feel the same pain
I feel the same pain
12 months I live in rain
12 months I tell myself
12 months is all it takes
12 months is all it takes
I fall back in my hole of hate
I can't escape
12 months is all it takes
12 months is all it takes
12 months is all it takes
12 months is all it takes
I hope that I can make a difference to my best mates
I hope that I can open doors to heaven open gates
I hope that I can help the ones besides me just in case
I hope that I can get a bandage to cover up my scrapes
I hope that you can see the actions that you show and portray
12 months is all it takes
12 months is all it takes