Callum Gibson - Gaslight Lyrics

Another fight results
In you kicking me out
I let my flaws come out
When you are out hitting the town

And I can't stand seeing you happy
And I can't stand being alone
You better pick up your phone and
Answer me now

I gaslight
Well I think I'm getting better
Well I hope I'm getting better for you
I gaslight
But you do too yeah

In my ways
I buy you flowers to make things work
Another weapon
To use in my self defence

I fill your head with every excuse
And when we fight I'm never good
Cause you're just somebody that I can't lose

I gaslight
Well I think I'm getting better
Well I hope I'm getting better for you
I gaslight
But there's no use
Well I don't like all the drama
It's just a mask for all my trauma
And I gaslight all of the time

In the past these things always seemed to work the way I wanted
But now I'm feeling like it's all forgotten
If you can't challenge me then who else will?
Cause in your arms
I feel trapped
I just wanted the thrill

I gaslight
Well I think I'm getting better
Well I hope I'm getting better for you
I gaslight
But it's all that I do
And in all my indecisions
Hurting you always is the worst
And I gaslight all of the time