Cameron London - Hazy (feat. Curran) Lyrics

Been going out of my mind
Wanna stop the time that's passing by
They tell me never stop trying
But they don't know what's it's like to die
I'm not good expressing feelings
That's just something I skipped
I'm not the one for chasing love
Cause I'm scared that I'll slip
I work constantly but that's from fear I'm losing my grip
I thought to kill myself
Thank God somebody emptied the clip
Depressive episodes, masked by the light I exude
If I'm rude, don't take it personal, it's my attitude
Shaped from never finding meaning and a deathbed promise
I never lie, but I haven't been honest
Died in my sleep
We had a talk
Bout everything that's stressing me
Took my hand
Made me swear on everything that's close to me
That id make a change
I'd be the one
To protect my family
Been a few years and the times been tough
I get calls and I let them ring
Seen dead friends walk through my mind
Weight on my chest that I didn't make time
Way more to it than things I rhyme
Darkness grows but I'm still gone shine
I can't sleep when it's late at night
Already died once gotta get this right
Love my kids though they not my own
Hope they'll miss me if I'm gone.
Been going out of my mind
Wanna stop the time that's passing by
They tell me never stop trying
But they don't know what's it's like to die
I see year drops running down your face
I know you feel the pain
Losing all your senses
Cause you lost some friends the other day
I hope you don't fade away
Even though the sky's gray
The light blast off from space
Like you wouldn't even think
Before you pour that drink let it rain
Let it rain
Stop living out your windowpane
And go follow your dreams
Feel the energy flow through your veins
Before you go insane
We in God's place don't you feel the grace
It's a mystery but I think I just had an epiphany
I just seen my homie's pops
He told me move swiftl
I ain't seen him since the kicking team
You thought that was in reality but in actuality
It was in a dream
I let my angels speak through me
Let it resonate
I wonder what happened to Gilbert grape
My soul will never dissipate
I don't care how much you pay
Cause it will never change your misery
Been going out of my mind
Wanna stop the time that's passing by
They tell me never stop trying
But they don't know what's it's like to die
It's an emotion wave
I can see your poker face
The ocean took away my brothers friend
Just the other day so this for him
I might talk bout things that be a little bit hard to mention
A different dimension that we done entered
This sacred geometry gone be blessings
Like a dog in a dress
I learned my lesson
Fall into wonderland
I saw the rabbit running rampant
I asked the panther for the answer
He told everything was dandy
Been going out of my mind
Wanna stop the time that's passing by
They tell me never stop trying
But they don't know what's it's like to die