love's a joke Video (MV)

She said I'm too much reminders of
A certain someone she once knew
But now that he's fallen through
She's holding back
Says "I won't do that again"
So how 'bout we just stay friends
And not think about how this ends
It starts off friendly enough
I can't complain
She's got jokes she's pretty
Has good taste
Soon we're talking damn near every day
We'll go on dates
But never call them dates
But I think that I'm starting to love her
And this is all she has to offer
No
Not taking the highs with the lows
Got both feet in she's got her toe
Can't keep this up if you don't know
So I say goodbye I'm letting go
Guess I could've waited and gave it time
Hope she makes her mind finally be mine
She'll say "everything happens for a reason"
But did it have to end with my heart bleeding?
Days turn to weeks
And we're getting close
She's got a smile that lights rooms
And feels home
We laugh and we joke like
Nothings wrong
But inside I'm overthinking
Barely holding on
I see the way she looks at me
Maybe there's a chance of being more
Than sharing seats
But every time I take a step
She's pulling back
Afraid of what comes next
We sit and we talk but never bout what we are
Sharing dreams and bumping knees
While keeping hearts apart
But look
I think that I need space
Cause I'm falling harder every day
So I said no
I give my love away she still goes
Says she's unsure she don't know
So I wrote a song in my notes
And I call it love is a f*cking joke
Says she's not ready that it takes time
She's a little sad but she'll be fine
I guess everything happened for a reason
But did it have to end with my heart bleeding?
So go keep healing all by yourself
Or find what you're looking for in someone else
We both got friends that'll take our side
Why'd I open my heart?
Time to press rewind
So I let go
Who is she now? I don't know
I'm looking for her at my shows
She don't even have all my clothes
Was a clean goodbye
Now I'm alone
Telling out our stories through chords and rhymes
Never in my day but she's still online
Guess everything happened for a reason
But she's alright
And I'm still bleeding