I am 456
I gave the best of me
Sent from a higher power
Feelin it was destiny
I studied other labels
Borrowed their recipes
Cooking for the scene
And shaping dreams of those right next to me
We were more than a crew
This was family
I say that candidly
So proud to have you stand with me
It was loyalty and respect
With each mate
With the goal to travel this country
And each state
The plan was never to group us up
On some Dirty Dozen
Or build the label, major
Till 30 others were earning off us
It was to push and to grow
And learn each other
Build the biggest brand in the world
And start to turning numbers
I mean those 456 sets
Were so live
And we did things we ain't
Appreciate the whole time
We battled, held battles
Booked sets and booked vets, the whole nine
But they'll become distant memories
As it goes by
Keep it running
Look
This shit is rough, man
It wasn't supposed to end like this
Maybe I dream too much
But we were meant for this
We were supposed to be big
And be together, be forever
I know you boys would top the charts
And be f*cking, stars
Behind them closed doors
We all dealt, with real shit
Which made it hard to keep it moving
And kill shit
I wanna point the finger
Start screaming someone's name
But maybe I'm the one to blame
Tell me I'm the one to blame
As your manager
I thought that I was helping you
Tryna guide you through the music scene
And be the world for you
But when my mental f*cking health
Fought my girl for you
I knew I had to step back
That's something I was scared to do
Maybe by me pulling back
And by letting go
I left you in a hole
Deeper than we'd ever know
I never thought that things would stop
You relied on me
I want no one to cry for me
I want you guys to rise for me
Rise for me
I'm feeling so much pain
Sorry I failed you
Betrayed you
Man, I'm feeling like I played you
If we could go back in time
For a take two
I'd make moves
So you know I won't forsake you
Uh, listen
Can we go back in time
Let's just go back in time
Can we go back in time
Coz this ain't what I had in mind
This ain't what I had in mind
Ain't what I had in mind
Coz this ain't what I had in mind
So let's go back in time