Spontaneous Suicide Video (MV)

Slave to the organization of thoughts
With wrought I say I fought
But caught in the undertow
Never relinquish control
Condemned to a lost soul
Left with a hole all alone so forlorn
I mourn
Apologetic for the hectic rambling but my brains scrambling
Cease handling
Not a fan of me, who you?
No I he who resides inside but I never cry
Thats he whos grazing the edge longing to never think freely again
Is this a sin?
End it all final grasp
I've meet my haps but that was all in the past
Young never thought life would end this fast
But never thought bout that in mass with the masses
But now im facetious
Call me a genius
But im hollow and grievous
Needless to say arrays of illness and diseases left me speechless
It's this deepness bleakness that is my weakness
That's why I'm sleepless
Just leave me be in this constant nightmare that would scare
If I dared to care
But my fate is fair for I am a man
That deserves to die
With no one by my side
Except isolated souls captured within
Some twins that happened to break in
Can't feel alone in my skin until everything ceases within