CARDSTOCK - Strides Like Hopscotch Lyrics

Hey, I don't like feeling this way
Can't put my finger on it, no
Well I can't tell the future but you know I wish I could
To clear my head for good
A simple fix
I thought by this year I would have figured this out
I've learned to shut my mouth

Wrap me up but pierce the film to let me breathe
It's all I need
I've had enough
Why do I still have to make these choices?
I don't want to be here in the first place
An aching, soulless bluff

I hope it's worth it
I hope it's worth it
I hope it's worth it
I do

An inescapable desire to build self worth
But I still feel left behind
To sort it out
A process
I've doubted

I'm making choices for myself
I never want to be your hell but I go in blind
I'm growing older whether I want to or not
I wish I figured it out

Tomorrow
Tomorrow
Will I see the plan?
The progress that I miss
Explains the reasons why I'm choosing what I choose
And so
I wish I knew just when life starts feeling easier
Or if that's ever true
Guess I'll never know
But it's a conquest I've pushed through struggling
I want control