Never wanting to be yourself, always trying to be someone else
Wake up wondering where you are
What is it you're trying to prove
Cocktail stains on another dress, underwear in a dirty mess
Make up smeared across your face
You refute the blatant truth
How much pleasure can you fake
How much more abuse can your body take
Are you sleeping with somebody else tonight
Another night in another bar, just who is it you think you are
Trying to make yourself a name
But it's easy to forget
How much pressure can you hold
How much longer before someone finds you cold
What is it your pumping in your blood tonight
As the sunlight hits the tops
You wonder if this pain will stop
As you shiver, cry a river deep
You ask yourself, did life always feel this cheap
You can lock yourself away
You can tell yourself tomorrow's another day
Will you find yourself inside this mess tonight
Never found yourself romance
Give up now or give yourself another chance
Will you wake up in a warm embrace tonight"