Carlee Scott - What I've become Lyrics

All alone on a bad night
Something doesn't really feel right
I can see it in my red eyes
I was looking in wrong light

Sweaty palms, Am I Nervous
Yea I know I don't deserve this mmhmm
I've dissolved in my purpose
Never thought that I was worth it

What am I
Running from
Am I gone be left with none
Take the knife
Take the gun
Take what's human turn it numb
Faded life faded love
Was I ever number one
Looking at what you've done
You have shaped what I've become
What I've become

All alone
In the light
Was it dark
Was it bright
Getting drunk
Getting high
What I've become
All alone
In the light
Was it dark
Was it bright
Getting drunk
Getting high

You
Smoking up in the bathroom
Never told me that I had too
Sugar dust in the vacuum
Wake and bake in a classroom

Make an effort to relax you
Now we do it cause we have to mmhmm
Smokey mask covered tattoos
I'm pretending but it's sad to

What am I
Running from
Am I gone be left with none
Take the knife
Take the gun
Take what's human turn it numb
Faded life faded love
Was I ever number one
Looking at what you've done
You have shaped what I've become
What I've become

All alone
In the light
Was it dark
Was it bright
Getting drunk
Getting high
What I've become
All alone
In the light
Was it dark
Was it bright
Getting drunk
Getting high
What I've become

What am I running from
What am I running from