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I don't know what the hell I'm supposed to do
You laugh and joke as if nothing happened between you and me
A war between my guts
Even my body is telling me to stop
I swear I always try
But you live in the corner of my eyes
Oh, I'm sure that I'm not strong enough for this
Oh, you take over my life in just a blink
Think maybe I moved on
Then why do I still see you in my dreams
I didn't choose to be born like this
But God, you acted as if I wanted it
Made me wish that I was not
Things that I couldn't change
You made me feel so wrong
But it wasn't me, it was you all along
Oh, my vocal cords seem to really like your name
Oh, I can't stand to see you here every day
No, I don't understand
I hear things that you don't say
But you insist that I make things up with my mind
I think I'm going crazy
At least that's what you made me believe
Soon I will be better
And our eyes won't ever meet again
I hope I'll never see you again