In mourning, I am, forever
WHY
The memory of her blood
Drenched my life
Opening my eyes to this torment
This burden, this loss
This unbearable pain
Which can never end
NEVER AGAIN!!!!
My sister's death
Has left me in
This world of black
Deeply, the pain has cut me
Why would she take her life
I can feel her body
As it lay ever rotting
In womb fraternal
Sharing one soul
Inseparable lives
Bound unutterable
Now incomplete
She's gone
Memory never fades
Last seconds of her life
Her cuts ran deep
Cuts deep enough for us
My soul lamenting
Deep in sorrow
Question remains
Why suicide
I have come for you
Torment brought me back
It beckoned me
Join in the suffering
Now it calls for you take the knife
As one we shall be in the suffering
Now binded
I have always been here for you to see
Sufferers never rest
Binded forever
Now the blood drips as it did then
Together we are always entwined
Love, pain, and suffering
Never shall we be separated
Her sisters' cries
Suddenly she wakes
With knife in hand
So it begins
The cutting of the veins
Imprecision of the knife
Blunt and dull
Pulsating nerves
Telling you to stop
We will be rejoined
Suffering as one