Caroline Phillips - Needed You Lyrics

A toxic combination
Liquid sugar on my tongue
A slow suffocation
All my senses comes undone
Can't fight the fascination
Even tho you're a loaded gun
I'm scared to run away
You make my heart decay
A bad reputation
Overthinking till I'm numb
Use my imagination
To see what we'd become
Poisoned medication
You got me under your thumb
I'm tired all the time
You wear me as a crime
Intrusive thoughts sing me to sleep
The venom runs in me too deep
I pray the lord my soul to keep
You've pulled me down on to your level
Now I'm laying' with a devil
Falling through the floor
No air in my lungs
Knew me to my core
We were both so young
Pretending I'm okay
We both know I'm not
But i needed you
I needed you
Running on empty
Nothing feels real
My eyes stained blurry
Wasn't part of the deal
Always f*cking worried
How will i ever heal
But i needed you
I needed you
You know i got my demons and
I'm used to feeling pain
Weaponized my weakness
Break me down for your own gain
But when your fingers touch me
I feel lightning in my veins
You hold me deep within
Imprinted in my skin
Crying till the morning
Cause the monsters come at night
Ignoring all your warnings
The hurt means me alive
Craving your attention
I know it's undignified
I've torn myself in two
A result from loving you
Intrusive thoughts sing me to sleep
The venom runs in me too deep
I pray the lord my soul to keep
You've pulled me down on to your level
Now I'm laying' with a devil
Falling through the floor
No air in my lungs
Knew me to my core
We were both so young
Pretending I'm okay
We both know I'm not
But i needed you
I needed you
Running on empty
Nothing feels real
My eyes stained blurry
Wasn't part of the deal
Always f*cking worried
How will i ever heal
But i needed you
I needed you