Carseuss - Old Hope Lyrics

I know what I should say
I just ain't said it yet
I lean for a head start
But I've been ahead
And in my head
I've been lead astray
The night done hit the mid
Now it's a different day
Something been missing from the system that I went and listed
I know they won't listen 'til it's vicious or it's 'bout the business
Say I'm just bitchin' but it isn't
I'm on a mission and I get if you don't get it
No offences
Just the walls that I done put up
Speaking of ascension I'm not trippin' when I call ya
Put the trigger on the gate so you can pull it while you wait
And I'm not saying that you should and I'm not saying that you can't
Have faith
Take another lap around the block
If you're feeling what I'm feeling take a breath and walk it off
I could lie and say that I'm okay
But is it obvious
Is it obvious

Feeling like I got a chip on my shoulder
I'm hopin' it'll go away when I get older
Take flight but I still sink lower
Closed eyes
Wake up when it's over
Feeling like I got a chip on my shoulder
I'm hopin' it'll go away when I get older
Take flight but I still sink lower
Closed eyes
Wake up when it's over

Matter of tension and release
Push the lump back in my throat
But I can feel it when I speak
I try to catch my breath, but the air is out of reach
Goin' all in for the month
Then I'm fallin' by the week
Piece of pie from the baker
They want every slice
Say it's time to meet my maker
Today I do not deny
I look forward to the morning
I know I won't feel the same
At least tomorrow I ain't lying when I say that I'm okay

Feeling like I got a chip on my shoulder
I'm hopin' it'll go away when I get older
Take flight but I still sink lower
Closed eyes
Wake up when it's over
Feeling like I got a chip on my shoulder
I'm hopin' it'll go away when I get older
Take flight but I still sink lower
Closed eyes
Wake up when it's over