Carson Bull - Going Under (feat. Christian 3lue) Lyrics

I've been spinning going under
I need so much air, makes me wonder if I'm even breathing anymore
People are talking they're saying I'm loosing my touch
Cus people can change, I know I've seen some fade
And I've tried to look for gold
And never have I found
Anything at all
I'm going under
There's nothing left now
But I think I like it here
Head is pounding my hands are shaking
My body's aching f*ck it all, I never minded sleeping on the floor
Cus I want nothing more than what I can't have
There's no one to blame, I just need to find my own way
And I've tried to look away
And every single time I blink, someone fades away
I'm going under
There's nothing left now
I'm going under
There's nothing left now
But I think I like it here
Trying but I'm failing
Broken an outspoken
Question the aggression
Feeling like regressing
I'm a little bit gone
Just tryna make it home
Feeling like I can't eat
Catch me staring at my feet
Reaching out there's nowhere to catch you
Waiting for a f*cking way to break through
Lately I've just had to sit and wonder
Are you the reason I've been going under