Carter - Blessings Lyrics

I don't need it, all this negativity, no I don't need it
Feel it in the atmosphere, like a bad feeling
I never know my own feelings, and its always killing
I know these haters hate on me, but I'm always winning
Always lost in my own thoughts when I start thinking
I always feel as if there's something that is always missing
Think it could be my own sanity, am I tripping?
No I'm just faded off this drink, and it got me slippin'
I'm not sipping
I'm binge drinking
Im'ma wake up in the morning with my head kicking
I've never known what is love, do you know the meaning?
You may think that I am joking, but I'm not kidding

Counting all my blessings
Counting all my blessings (yuh)
I got no regrets, always learning from lessons
Counting all my blessings
Counting all my blessings
Never looked back always feel like I was destined
Counting all my blessings
Counting all my blessings
I got no regrets, always learning from lessons
Counting all my blessings
Counting all my blessings
Never looked back always feel like I was destined

Been defeated
So much darkness in the air
Feel like I might give in
Slowly losing my mind
So
F*ck feeling I'll be dead by tomorrow
Dark figure, haunting my shadow
Gotta run quicker
No one else in my lane
I'm the one victor
Yeah you made it big
But you know I'll make it bigger
Gotta flip the switch
You know I'm a hard nigga
Nothing's ever gonna stop me
I'm a hard hitter

Counting all my blessings
Counting all my blessings (yuh)
I got no regrets, always learning from lessons
Counting all my blessings
Counting all my blessings
Never looked back always feel like I was destined
Counting all my blessings
Counting all my blessings
I got no regrets, always learning from lessons
Counting all my blessings
Counting all my blessings
Never looked back always feel like I was destined

Counting all my blessings
Counting all my blessings (yuh)
I got no regrets, always learning from lessons
Counting all my blessings
Counting all my blessings
Never looked back always feel like I was destined
Counting all my blessings
Counting all my blessings
I got no regrets, always learning from lessons
Counting all my blessings
Counting all my blessings
Never looked back always feel like I was destined