I say God be with us for this pain i cannot take
As i sit back in the dark write these lyrics with all this pain
I'm just wishing for the right woman to handle all this pain
As i take fall for my problems tryna handle all the pain
I'm so flippen young i can't handle all this pain
I point to the sky knowing the lord is with me
As i tell myself 45 imma leave this world
People start loving you when they hear that you dead
But that love was never there when you were standing on your feet
My momma keep judging me for the pain i have inside
Man I'm tired of this hatred i can't even trust my niggas
As i ride for my niggas I die for my niggas
As i live inside a house were wrong is always right
As i watch my race die and I'm tryna avoid the police
It's my sisters birthday and I'm tryna fake the smiles
Cause I'm tired of this pain tryna get through my head
I hear God forgives but imma tryna rest on niggas
Love isn't that deep but love is just a fact
As i watch myself wear the same clothes everyday
As i broke people hearts that was really not my intention
As i watch my momma cry tryna make up all the tears
I was deeply in love only to find out she's my cousin
I just pray my brothers have my back until the end
I just wish I could die tryna kill all the pain
I say God be with us for this pain i cannot take
As i sit back in the dark write these lyrics with all this pain
I'm just wishing for the right woman to handle all this pain
As i take fall for my problems tryna handle all the pain
I say God be with us for this pain i cannot take
As i sit back in the dark write these lyrics with all this pain
I'm just wishing for the right woman to handle all this pain
As i take fall for my problems tryna handle all the pain