Casey Baer - ptxd Lyrics

P T X D
Look at what you did to me
Tore my f*cking heart out

Cll these symptoms
My therapist was right
I should have listened

I'm not a victim
(but) You managed to
Rewire my nervous system

It's one hell of a trauma
Left me alone with the drama
I'm overthinking, and reading between lines

Oh I'm so easily trigged
I thought my skin would be thicker
Cuz i promised myself that i'd be fine

Now I got
P T X D
Look at what you did to me
Tore my f*cking heart out
Ruined all my memories

P T X D
Ever since you left me
Scared I might be shutting down
Now i don't trust nobody

I couldn't see it
When i was in it
I hate to admit it
You've given me

P T X D
Look at what you did to me
Post traumatic ex disorder
Loving you was f*cking torture

When I was anxious
You'd love to say
I'm just overdramatic

Cnd you're reactions
Made me so addicted to the panic

It's one hell of a trauma
Left me alone with the drama
I'm overthinking, and reading between lines

Oh I'm so easily trigger
I thought my skin would be thicker
Cuz i promised myself that i'd be fine

Now I got
P T X D
Look at what you did to me
Tore my f*cking heart out
Ruined all my memories

P T X D
Ever since you left me
Scared I might be shutting down
Now i don't trust nobody

I couldn't see it
When i was in it
I hate to admit it
You've given me

P T X D
Look at what you did to me
Post traumatic ex disorder
Loving you was f*cking torture

I wish i was strong enough to tell you
Loving you's like hell no one should go though
Doing so much better now that you're gone
Even with the trauma
I'm still better off

P T X D
Look at what you did to me
Tore my f*cking heart out
Ruined all my memories

Why'd u hurt me
U don't even deserve me
Post traumatic ex disorder
Loving you was f*cking torture